05/21/08 - 2:02 p.m.

So a friend let me down.

And when I tried to talk to her about it, she ended the conversation.

It's disrespect, I guess. Thing is, I'd just dredged up some bad feelings about times I didn't try in high school, and started taking a hard look at what I didn't get from my family.

So yeah, here now in the present -- I really don't need more disrespect.