12/24/03 - 11:48 p.m.

Vacation.

And suddenly I see everything differently. Having the time to listen to myself. Plus, maybe, a whole year's worth of maturity...

It's possible I'll be able to take a look at myself, and figure out what I want - and then, have what it takes to follow through and go after it.

I'm looking forward to Christmas. I have plans. And that should make me feel good, too...