12/01/16 - 1:13 p.m.

Okay, now it's getting worse. It's funny - thought it'd feel better once I decided that yes, I really did have SAD. Instead I've wandered into a dead end anyways. Yup, there is it. Work to do, but I've clearly got that depressed feeling. Nothing cheers me up. What to do, what to do...

Part of the depression is the reduced ability to get things done. When I play a game -- chess, Sudoku -- I make mistakes.

Maybe I should try reading. There's no way to lose...