09/11/10 - 11:38 p.m.

Feeling "melancholy" today.

I think it's because I ripped open some old feelings, and now they're running around inside of me. But they're too big to actually look at; I was just hoping the "ripping open" would have some positive effect, over time... I'm "waiting it out" right now. This post comes to you in "mid-wander", as I wait to start feeling better....