04/05/09 - 10:06 p.m.

The stress comes from not paying attention!

I realized that tonight. On a dark, hot Sunday -- after a day of deep brooding -- I realized it. I decided long ago that there were good things that could happen from not paying attention. And now I honestly don't remember that I'm...not paying attention.

And then I worry about the things that could happen.

But there's a real, real obvious possible solution...