02/25/09 - 12:02 a.m.

So far I'm on track for my earnings this month. (Though I really need to find a higher-paying gig.)

But I'm actually writing about something else. I think I see now what I did wrong as a kid - how things should have been, and ideas about about how I should live now. I wish there were some kind of exercise I could do to help this awareness "gel."

Maybe in lieu of that, I could figure out what's working, and then do more of it.

Well, for starters, I should buy some better ingredients if I'm going to keep on cooking!