02/27/08 - 6:46 p.m.

Listening to radio online right now. (While lying down, all relaxed...) I also read comic books today. And it was a beautiful sunny day.

I think I'm coming to after-the-fact realizations. That I don't pay attention to myself, and that the reasons I had for doing that have vanished, along with some of the actual behaviors associated with it.

Maybe the lazy/happy day is one more sign... I also can't/won't work myself too hard any more.