04/17/07 - 12:14 p.m.

I was talking to myself in the mirror yesterday...

I always was positive, friendly, conversational. It's weird that I ended up with this (imagined) guilt -- which kept me from accepting that.

I'm a likeable guy, and people will/should be glad when I'm around

I think the other reason I didn't feel that way was just that I'd lost touch with myself altogether. I'd committed the irresponsible act of not recognizing my own value, what I bring to any gathering of people. Shouldn't do that...