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04/24/06 - 11:35 p.m. I'm doing pretty well, actually. Time to get into bed and get cozy, maybe read a book. I was thinking back on 2002. And, really, all the years before then - I never really had a secure job. Let alone a high-paying job. That left me in kind of a perpetual state of semi-helplessness. Yes, there's been stress in the last year - as I venture out of my cocoon and try to make the real world match up to my hopes. It was like being a struggling recent college grad - except I'm a few years beyond that. So now I'm doing the maturing that should have come then. Er, I know this sounds really abstract. I'm just saying I recognize that I wasn't fully independent, even in those so-called good old days. I probably should've tried harder to become independent back then, but - oh well, I know now. Live and learn. Get it right next time...
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