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04/19/04 - 9:06 p.m. Tired. Why don't I just go to bed? Some nagging dissatisfaction, I guess. Haven't sent out enough resumes -- and haven't received positive responses from the ones I did. Or maybe I did too many errands when I first got home from work. (Exercising; returning this weekend's video rentals; buying healthy foods; stopping at the ATM.) Maybe the lingering dissatisfaction is that I didn't take time for myself. And now I'm too tired to. Maybe I just bungled my diet. I skipped dinner and just had snacks all night. There were times, in high school, when I knew where I was going and who I wanted to be. And then every day made sense. Self-direction, or something; purpose. I feel like I'm closer to that these days. Maybe it just takes time....
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