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2/20/04 - 10:53 p.m. So... I haven't posted in a while. Too sophisticated for Diaryland, I guess... I tested my theory. I re-read some of my old entries. Nope; I actually seemed more in touch with myself two years ago. What happened? How did I get to feeling so old? It's no fun, being under-employed. And I think I'm, slowly, learning how to make it on my own. It's a growth process, and seems to mostly involve relinquishing the delusions I cherished. So I don't have as much free time as I did when I was a kid. Or as much money as when my parents supported me. And, strangely, there's a million possibilities in the world. So I don't even know what I want to do. All things that will have to be dealt with. But maybe it's all just part of coming up on a new, improved, albeit more complex reality. Paychecks coming in two weeks...
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